waitin for the world to change........

I have lived my entire life "waiting" for some miracle...something so profound to happen to me they would document it in some bible like publication.....what a load of shit I've been putting myself though!
I have decided to put an end to that rubbish and start creating my life form today on. I DO have a choice, to be negative, doubtful, or flip it, and be positive,confident, and be full of choice.
I am the author, I am the publisher,the editor the reader....done!!!!

a work in progress

Every day I am taught something new about raising 4 kids.......I think I was resting on my laurels for the last little while, thinking that what I "used" to do would suffice...boy was that wrong. I am transitioning into the next phase, TEENAGERS. With two under 12 as well. I feel like a master juggler at times. If I get through it I think I did a fine performance that day. The audience should be cheering and bringing me back for encores...yet I'm too burnt out. My reward is going to bed...the first feeling of my body sinking into the pillow, the down comforter, is...well plain and simple bliss...........another day......another experience...I am hopeful mind you...I do have faith the we will eventually see each other as people who actually like to be around each other, share,laugh, cry,...hopefully a little of "pee your pants" kind of laughing....again to me that is success..........mom4kids